I Got Called On My Bullshit
I got called on my bullshit yesterday.
It surprised the hell out of me, let-me-tell-you.
It was a curveball from a new "in-real-life-friend" so maybe that's why I didn't/should've seen it coming.
She remarked on the contrast between the messaging I provide on Facebook and my non-electro-life, based in particular on some crankin' tough challenges I've been navigating these past few months.
"It's not all Starheart,"
"Let people help you."
I blinked. Several times. Then I impolitely stared at her as my Taurus neural pathways began to fire [in slow-mo].
As you might guess, I realized she was sure-as-shit-correct.
[And in retrospect I am a touch crestfallen that I, as a Master-Possibility-Creator may have Unintentionally Redacted Space for people to freely share their shadows. All-Parts-Of-What-Is-Are-Meant-For-Our-Embrace]
So here is my invitation (oooops, there I go again) ----> Here is my REQUEST for support:
Send me some love, light and healing this week.
Hell if I've in any way positively impacted you through my presence here, or in real life, drop me a line.
I don't shit rainbows, dear ones. (Tho it might seem like it at times.)
I am also not a full-time unicorn keeper. (Tho, if you have a lead, #CallMe)
I do invest incredible energy in holding the vision for how we can be our best; shining powerful, positive light, transmitting uplifting messages and revealing the magic in our world.
That's part of Who I Am. What I Do.
[Always] An Ambassador for Kindness, Creativity, Optimism.
[Recently] An Intermediary for Messages from the Infinite.
[Ever] A Citizen of Hope.
Yesterday was a powerful reminder of the Requirement of Balance. The Ayni, or proper relationship of reciprocity, is truly the maintenance of life.
I can see clearly from this view how I've gotten stuck - overachieving in giving, impoverished in receiving.
Help me work on the Superpower of Receiving this week, Starhearts.